This Is Where Living Wage And Earning Potential Depart Company

The rain started yesterday evening in earnest and poured through the night. The rear window in my truck is still broken out and I need to get it repaired. In the pitch black of night I tried to stuff a large tarp in the hole to stop my belongings from getting drenched but by sun-rise it became obvious that everything was soaked.

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Before noon I scheduled a meeting with a potential landlord but my stomach was churning over with absolute fear and uncertainty. At almost 60 years old, with ailing health, could I take on the cost of a rental that is lower than average but would exceed the earnings of a minimum paying worker working 40 hours a week. This is where "living wage" and "earning potential" depart company.

After Robert Huckins I no longer trust my own judgement about anything, but second guess each and every step I take for fear that it will lead to destruction. Yet having left Ruidoso in order to secure a home and life I'm trying to find the courage to face the high cost of renting while supporting a career criminal in the house he owns. The bitter sweet and not always digestible reality.  

By tomorrow evening I may have a home for the very first time in years, even if only a temporary rental, but the financial cost is going to be so high it's making me physically ill. Prayers for faith are needed because I am a nervous wreck.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year. Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/white-nothing-but-white.html
  

Failure seldom stops you. What stops you is the fear of failure. ~ Jack Lemmon

Stuck In Monday

Tuesdays after a long week end are always fraught with hectic activity and today was no different. The entire day felt like a Monday and remembering that it was Tuesday was almost impossible. I had to get the court affidavit notarized and faxed to the 12th District Court. Then I had to deal with the LLC corporation documents.

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I turned my cell phone from a New Mexico phone number to a Missouri phone number after 3 hours of sheer hell with the phone company.

Mid-morning my youngest daughter text me to let me know that the pain from the MRSA had come back and she was heading to the hospital in Springfield.  I wanted to meet her there, and in retrospect I should have met her there, for it may have spared her some hardship. It's so difficult being homeless when family members have critical health problems and your own health is not good. Perhaps tomorrow I'll drive to Springfield and meet her there ~ today was far too hard on her.

Out of the blue two rentals with pasture surfaced. One close to the Arkansas border, another 20 miles from Springfield. Both are almost twice in monthly rental costs as what Robert Huckins is paying me each month.
I was thanking the Lord for bringing anything my way, but the thought of trying to pay the present day rental fee's is simply terrifying.
On the Homepath mortgage page it outlines the cost of purchase vs rental and the average home with a $350+ monthly mortgage has a rental value of $700+ per month. It's a terrifying situation, yet I am praying that the financial situation changes because I need a home in the worst way.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year. Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/white-nothing-but-white.html
 

Memorial Day 2012

This long week-end brought many changes. A low cost rental was brought to my attention that may work as a make shift home for a temporary period. Having tried for 2 months to qualify for a mortgage or rental, and not being able to come up with the adequate amount of money, the low cost rental makes sense until I can do something to change my situation, even though it is miles from any location I could work.
I'd like to change it drastically... like not having to support a convicted felon in the manner with which he has become accustomed to live.

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Tomorrow I will try to obtain the low cost rental, and if successful it will be the very first time we have slept in a home since Robert Huckins stole our money. I'm praying with diligence that this does prove successful.
If it isn't our lives will go on in organized chaos with a level of stress that is beyond unbearable.

I also have to get the affidavit signed, notarized and faxed to the 12th District Court so that the civil action can proceed. Yet I am wondering if this will be another game that criminals play with the judicial system which seems mighty short of justice. Another 2 years been caught in that cat and mouse game isn't something I am looking forward to.

The weather has been gorgeous, but with temperatures in the 90's. It's not the same type of heat the blazing sun of the SW brings, but a kinder and more tolerable heat.  

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year. Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/white-nothing-but-white.html
 

I'm not interested in preserving the status quo; I want to overthrow it. ~ Machiavelli

Living Wage Illusion

The last week has been a veritable nightmare and I'm a little unsure if heading into another week of this chaos is within my capability.

On Wednesday I drove to Branson to meet with my youngest daughter and spend two days putting in job applications and looking for any type of housing if it be owner-financing, lease to own, rental or lease. The fact that there is employment cannot be denied. But without a home it's the continued same old same old, and the wages do not pay well enough to finance a home.

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By Thursday qualifying for a homepath loan seemed to be moving further and further away. If I get a job I can't find one that pay's above minimum wage, therefore I cannot meet the eligibility of the mortgage. If I put both of my businesses back into production I may be able to build the clientele to surpass the income set as a requirement by the homepath loan but they refuse to accept self employed earnings.

Until then I am stuck betwixt the devil and the deep blue sea unable to find a lease or rental that I can afford or maintain. The feeling of frustration was intensified when I learned that the home I had desperately wanted to buy had already been sold while I was frantically trying to meet the mortgage requirements. 

This is what comes first, the chicken or the egg scenario and I am getting sick and tired of paying the price for the debt Robert Huckins owes.

Meanwhile another victims faxed court documents for the impending civil action, which is not expected to go to trial until November of 2012.Prayerfully the judge in the 12th district will open her eyes to the damages the victims of Robert Huckins have sustained and do something about it.

The drive to and from Branson was simply spectacular. I drove through Roaring Rivers and so many quaint Ozark mountain villages and hamlets. The Ozarks are beautiful, that no-one can deny. Seeing my grand-daughter and youngest daughter again was a wonderful treat though I could see the stress my daughter was experiencing being unable to help me recover from this crime. The reality that Rio and Gracie are starting to show the effects of the long term stress and frustration wasn't helping any.

I drove back to Cassville more than a little depressed. My nerves were simply shredded. On Tuesday I will return to see if I can find a home somewhere, anywhere, that meets my needs ~ Lord, please open that door. It's been closed for far too long.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year. Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/white-nothing-but-white.html
 

The difficult is what takes a little time; the impossible is what takes a little longer. ~ Fridtjof Nansen

When Will Justice Be Served?

Having to be on the road to work at 5 am makes for early rising and a fairly long day, but driving through the Ozark Mountains right after sunrise is a delight to behold. Summer has not yet arrived in full force so the milder temperature is welcome, and the dew on the grass each morning is refreshing.

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This has been a day of serious stress and worry. The work at the factory, while trying to let broken fingers heal, is physically demanding. Perhaps too demanding for me. At one point today I fell so behind I almost walked into the office and gave in my resignation fearing that I was more of a burden than an asset. It would take a lot of overtime for me to make as much as the mortgage companies are demanding, and overtime isn't being offered. By noon my stomach was tied in knots wondering how this was going to play out.

Being homeless makes you very vulnerable. There are so many people in control of your life, but you seem not to be one of the one's in control.

I have so many job applications out that if this job cannot meet the mortgage requirement I am praying that another job will surface quickly because I am more than worried about this situation. I have not even looked at the house I am trying to purchase to see if it still available, or has been sold already.

The impending civil legal action may take weeks or months and could be subjected to the same cat and mouse game that the criminal court action turned into. I am sat wondering when justice will be served.

 There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year. Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/white-nothing-but-white.html
 

 You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt