Tuesday, November 1, 2011

All Saints Day

I woke up with a slight migraine this morning after fighting a really bad migraine throughout the day, and night, yesterday. Staying awake was virtually impossible and that resulted in my waking up around midnight realizing that I had eaten nothing all day.
My eyes felt swollen and sore, yet the medication stopped the migraine from increasing in intensity. I was so ill yesterday I woke up this morning thinking it was Monday... I lost a day. Still, it as a lot warmer when I woke up before sunrise this morning. 45 degree's was so much like a heatwave I felt blessed.
November 1st, it seems unbelievable. In 6 days the time will change and staying in this shed will become even harder for it becomes even darker for longer hours, and far more lonelier as winter enfolds it. I detest this time of year while being homeless. I used to love it when I had a home and the comforts that make home a wonderful place to be.

November is National Homeless Awareness Month. As the temperatures plummet awareness is not what we really need. What we need is a HOME.

There still has been no sight of the MINIMUM payments Robert Huckins was court ordered to pay, before the 10th of each month for the month, for October, or was it September? Whichever it is I have not seen it.
People have asked why I didn't use these monthly funds to finance a modular. I don't have the ability to finance anything - which is why my mother sold her home - but even if I did this is what one can expect from court ordered payments in the state of New Mexico.
There are no guarantee's, no promises that the money will arrive, or how much will arrive. The plea bargain isn't worth the paper it's written on, except it keeps Robert Huckins out of jail. Which is where he belongs if I have to face permanent homelessness.
Today was such a busy day I didn't even walk into the shed until after 7 pm. I managed to get all the documentation for the riding program,ran errands, then went to the Lazy J to load up Artex for her new owners.

It was so late when we finished I couldn't get to the bible study, which is a shame because all the way back home my mind was racing wondering how I am going to be able to have a home where I work... or if this is going to continue to be a losing battle trying to keep my head above water homeless.
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's hom
e. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially bro
ke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince
Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.He who will not reason is a bigot; he who cannot is a fool; and he who dares not is a slave. ~William Drummond