Monday, November 7, 2011

Fifty Five Days

55 days left in 2011. That is so scary.

It was 22 degree's when I woke up at 3 am, and the violent migraine that sent me to bed early last night was waiting for me. It took me 3 hours of taking medication, applying cold compresses and hiding under blankets to get the migraine to become "manageable" enough to function.

This weather is painfully cold, and if the weather forecast is to be believed we have snow heading our way in the next 24 hours. I am simply terrified that it will be a bad storm.
By 7 am the temperature had risen to 27 degrees, by 8 am it was 28 degree's but my feet wouldn't unfreeze and I was in so much physical pain. The day started out so sunny, such crystal blue skies, that it's deceiving. If you are outside for any length of time.. like overnight... these are dangerous and desperate temperatures.

I have to admit that if I could afford to rent a place where I could make a living, I would certainly do so. But the economic instability has made that impossible. I can afford to pay basic costs of living, including utilities, but I certainly couldn't come up with the funds to pay rental fee's. And the money Robert Huckins is paying back - or supposed to be paying back -wouldn't cover the cost of a decent size storage unit.
I still have not heard a word from Otero County Electricity about the new fee's required to get utilities to the land. IF I can get electricity working it would be the most progress I have been able to attain in FOUR years.

FACEIT.ORG sent a wonderful twitter this morning... "Victory is YOURS today! CLAIM IT!" It made me think that perhaps I COULD overcome this.. but I have sincerely tried for 4 years and I can't even get the electricity installed.

IF Robert Huckins returned the money he stole I could have a home within days. But without the return of the stolen money intended to buy a home it's a whole different story. I simply cannot afford two homes.

The harder it's become trying to recover, trying to get a home on that land, the longer I have been homeless struggling, the more damage that has been done.. the more he laughs and mocks.

Even though the temperature remained chilly all day I managed to get a fair amount of work done. By early afternoon I watched the clouds come over the Sierra Blanca, the sky darkened, and the feeling of snow in the air was unmistakable. By 1 pm fine snow flakes started to fall.

I spent the rest of the afternoon trying to think of any business which would generate enough income to buy TWO homes, though I'm unsure why the judicial system has made Robert Huckins my dependent.

They could have, failing to make him reveal where he hide the money, forced HIM to pay the mortgage on a home for me.

The migraine started to return in earnest... I am so tired of this stress, pain, cold...
Someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins. I, like those victims who came before me, have been dragged through a living hell and I simply beg for your mercy. I can't obtain a home until Robert Huckins returns the money he stole from us that was to buy a home. Had he given the money back when he promised the white collar crime investigators I wouldn't be making this plea today. Had he never stolen any money I wouldn't be making this plea today. But he pushes the abuse and torment to an extent where no alternatives are offered. I am homeless and I want to see my mum and return to my career, so I won't stop asking if I have to ask every single day until I die. Robert Huckins gave no-one an alternative, so I plead with sincerity for your mercy. It cost me $140,000 to have NO home - be homeless - just to satisfy the greed and criminal behavior of Robert Huckins..

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...

He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...

And his freedom.

I have NOTHING but the continual cruel
ty and torment of being homeless.
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If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded.~ Maya Angelou