Thursday, June 28, 2012

National Heatwave Crisis


The heat that has debilitated myself is causing serious problems across the nation.
This was a fairly hectic day. I ran to Cassville to put in job applications and pick up some groceries, stopped at churches, to hand out brochures, and visited with new friends in the evening.




But between the sheer panic about the finances, the money that hasn't yet arrived, the bills to be paid, the lack of work, the upcoming court hearing has become the monkey on my back.

It took a while for me to re-read the petition and I finally realized that Robert Huckins is asking the judge to allow one victim to pay another victim. He wants ME to pay Dr. Brown.

This one man has caused more heartbreak and hardship than any human being I have ever met in my life. He is without conscience, without morals and without any element of self pride. A real man wouldn't steal from women. That isn't what real men do, and it's a crying shame that he wasn't raised to be a real man.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.  

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.


Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/
06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://robert
huckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/20
10/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com
/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2
011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/
07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011
/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html


http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/w
hite-nothing-but-white.html

My Response To:D-1226-CR-200800062
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2012/06/my-response-tod-1226-cr-200800062.html


The first precept was never to accept a thing as true until I knew it as such without a single doubt. ~ Descartes

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

A Diamond Is Merely A Lump Of Coal That Did Well Under Pressure.


The temperature in the morning is always so delightful, yet by noon it is simply unbearable.

The news that the court ordered payments could be lowered threw me for a loop yesterday. The payments are painfully low, making allowances that Robert Huckins refuses to lower his standard of living even if his victims have no standard of living in order to pay for it. So I spent a good part of the day phoning the 12th District Attorney's office trying to find anyone in charge of my case. 



Unable to find anyone in the District Attorney's office yesterday I contacted newspaper reporters, or anyone who may have one iota of information. By this morning I had reached the correct contact person in the District Attorney's office and it was decided that I should ~ on my request~ appear at the hearing in August.

If the judge refuses to hear my plea I will again, be homeless, in the worst recession/depression in our memory.

The entire day was like having your nerves twisted, as I applied for jobs and marketed for hours. But never far away was the fear that the meager $114 per week payments are about to be slashed  - leaving me without any resources to make up the difference. Human beings are not designed to take this amount of pressure for years. Do the courts not understand that?

 There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.  

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.


Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/
06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://robert
huckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/20
10/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com
/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2
011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/
07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011
/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html


http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/w
hite-nothing-but-white.html

My Response To:D-1226-CR-200800062
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2012/06/my-response-tod-1226-cr-200800062.html

You can settle for reality, or you can go off, like a fool, and dream another dream.~Nora Ephron

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

My Response To:D-1226-CR-200800062

  
Approval of restitution plan in Brown; Bundy  
set 8/16/12 @ 1:30 pm  


 Case #: D-1226-CR-200800062 
http://www.nmcourts.gov/caselookup
NTC: HEARING (CRIMINAL) 
APPROVAL OF RESTITUTION PLANS IN BROWN AND BUNDY  
AUGUST 16 2012 AT 4:00    
 

 It  has come to my attention that Robert Huckins is seeking  to lower the payments of  restitution ordered by the 12th District Courts.

This is my  response.

I am a 57 year old woman with chronic Bassel-Hagens disease.  My  mother is late 80's with Bassel-Hagens disease so bad she cannot walk.

Ever since Robert Huckins stole our building fund ~ after he stole our HOME ~ I  have experienced over 4 years of homelessness, in inhumane circumstances . This appeal, if granted by the courts, will cause compounded hardships that could lead to my death .

While the court appointed criminal defense attorneys,  the judges and a convicted felon slept in comfortable homes. I slept outside in the cold even when it was minus 14 degree's.

I have aged 10 years in that  time period, and my  health has deteriorated beyond function ability.  I am now, due to the actions of Robert Huckins, disabled.

The judge ordered Robert Huckins to pay the stolen money back "with expedience."  But with expedience never materialized.

In July, 2008, weeks before Robert Huckins was arrested for stealing the money for our home, he walked into the Wells Fargo bank and withdrew $110,000 in cash. And that money disappeared into thin air. Yet he had the sheer audacity to tell the judge that he didn't have any money - and she believed him

In short, I have been told by the 12th District court that I must suffer, to support a career criminal. I am neither a bank nor a loan institution and I cannot support Robert Huckins nor his wife. Not without dying of exposure through lack of housing, stress, anxiety and the adverse effects of being permanently homeless.

I have not seen my mother since Robert Huckins stole the money  that was to be the home we shared ~ for there is no home for her to come to.

Yet the courts seem to think that they have to extend human and civil rights to a convicted felon and totally ignore the plight of his victim. Our rights are not even worthy of  consideration. So much for justice!

Mr.Tod Holmes, criminal defense attorney, stood in the courts and deliberately deceived the courts. He said that I was NOT homeless. I would like to enter photographs of  my living conditions before, during and after Mr.Holmes made those comments to the presiding judge.


Mr.Robert Huckins has a comfortable lifestyle. He can afford what I cannot afford. He pay's Dr.Becky Washburn the veterinary bills for his pets. He can afford to chain smoke, as does his wife. He has heat, a warm bed, food to eat and a home that he owns to sit down and eat his meals in. He has his FREEDOM. He has a mailing address and family around him. Because of Robert Huckins I was deprived of those necessities for years.
I cannot afford them because I am supporting Mr. Huckins and his wife.

This is a cruel, and a gross miscarriage of justice.

I write a daily blog that has over 26,000 readers. Everything I do, everything that happens in my life, I publish on-line. I write with honesty and integrity . I have no reason to embroider or exaggerate because the truth is THAT horrendous. 

Unlike Dorothy McKeever, who died with no-one in the courts hearing her plea's for help, I refuse to allow the actions of Robert Huckins destroy myself and my family in silence.

As her daughters wrote on the Ruidoso News Topix forum:


My mother was a victim of Bob Hutchins she worked her whole life to retire in Ruidoso when he cheated her of her dream. He took advantage of her kind heart her trust and she is left with an unfinished home - he walked away with well over 100K. We thought the safety measures were in place the bank 'WAS' to send an inspector for each draw he requested. He would bring an invoice to my mother who is sight impaired and tell her what he had done she would sign and submit to the bank. The bank would send an inspector and release the money to him. Reviewing the paperwork of work he claimed to have completed was fabricated and not even started but there on the bottom of the page was a signature from an inspector - a co-conspirator I can only suspect. She had to return to work in her 70's to pay for other contractors to make the house livable. My stomach turns when I go there and see the hardships she has had to endure and the conditions she has had to live in.
I hope you get your due Mr. Hutchins - you are a crook. My faith is only in the judicial system that they will successfully convict you and you spend you time behind bars.

I am also disgusted with Mr. Huckins...He left my mother with a half built house as stated by Judy Torres my sister. I blame him and the bank for distributing the monies to him when a full inspection was not completed properly. When I asked the bank for the names of the inspectors I was told they could not disclose that information. I did have a signature but of course could not identify any of the letters. And it seems rather odd when all the monies were distributed to Bob the loan officer at the bank was transferred. My mother sits there with a half built house while he is still running around the town and not behind bars


If Robert Huckins does not desire to tell the courts where he has hidden hundreds of thousands of dollars of stolen money from dozens of clients the court should not consider penalizing me any more than I have already been victimized. The courts should penalize HIM. He is the convicted felon.

I have paid and continue to pay a price no human being should be demanded to pay. It is financial, physical, emotional persecution and a violation of my human and civil rights.

If he does not desire to repay the restitution "with expedience" the 12th District Court has a moral obligation to put Robert Huckins in jail, for the 27 years he was give, so that he can repay his debt to society, as he should have been forced to do had justice prevailed.


There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.  

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.


Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/
06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://robert
huckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/20
10/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com
/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2
011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/
07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011
/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html


http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/w
hite-nothing-but-white.html


Be not afraid of going slowly, be afraid only of standing still. -Chinese Proverb

Monday, June 25, 2012

And The Beat Goes On...

 100 degree's in the shade is a little overwhelming. As much as I try to tolerate the heat I don't seem to be able to withstand it with an iota of comfort or motivation. But today I simply had to keep marketing and promoting with a "get her done" attitude ~ even if that is the last thing I really felt like.

The morning started out at sunrise when I heard horses galloping down the road. Thankfully they galloped back into the opening they departed from, an area we had not fenced because we wrongly assumed that it was a secure established fence line. Clearly it wasn't.



The rest of the day was an exercise in frustration. One injured horse to doctor, fenced to build or repair. An untold amount of advertising to do.  A migraine that started several days ago increased in severity until I was barely able to talk ~ so I did what any self respecting woman would do. I started crying.

Tonight I have to dig up old e-mails between the District Attorney's office and myself in 2008, specifically those referencing a meeting I had with an individual. Thankfully they have all been saved on a hard drive.

This has been a Monday in all senses of the word.. and I pray tomorrow will be better.


There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.  

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.


Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

Relevant pages:
http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/shattered-dreams-endless-nightmare.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/
06/paul-harvey-once-reported-if-you-want.html

http://robert
huckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/who-is-robert-millard-huckins.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/so-where-is-money.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2010/06/criminal-defense-attorneys-woes.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/20
10/06/pen-is-mightier-than-sword.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com
/2011/02/morally-bankrupt.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2
011/06/robert-huckins-legal-plea.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/
07/many-faces-of-abuse.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011
/07/shadow-women.html

http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/07/price-of-crime.html


http://roberthuckinsvictim.blogspot.com/2011/12/w
hite-nothing-but-white.html

“Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future.” ~ Robert H. Schuller