Monday, April 2, 2012

Life Is A Moderately Good Play With A Badly Written Third Act.

I went through the night having one anxiety attack after another. It's hard to describe homelessness in terms that those who have never experienced it can understand.

I know that I must trust in God, but when I am sat watching an 87 yr old man without any means to survive, and I look at my 86 yr old mother who has had her home stolen, and I look at my truck sat without gas ~ while I am struggling homeless. If there is a way to stop the panic while withstanding these horrors, I can't find it.

I waited all day to hear if the land has been sold, and if I can pick up the $20k knowing that the total damages from Robert Huckins criminal behavior is now heading close to $200,000 ~ not even including the excessive pain and suffering.

Throughout the day I continued packing with no real idea where I am going , or if the land is sold or I have the ability to survive another day. The weather was bitterly cold and miserable, and I was chilled to the bone.

In the late afternoon I spent some time speaking to real estate agents, but it's become painfully clear that unless I can find someone to finance a home and facility for me there is no method for me to obtain a conventional mortgage. Homeless people seem to lack the stability to be loan material.

So when Shaun King announced that HopeMob was accepting stories from those needing help, I immediately wrote praying that someone would be kind enough to owner-finance a home and barn for me. I somehow seem to find the strength to keep hoping against hope... even while losing everything, including my mind.

It's forecast to snow tonight and I am already feeling the frigid weather.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.
Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.
Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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