Tuesday, July 3, 2012

“Worry does not Empty Tomorrow Of Its Sorrow, It Empties Today Of Its Strength

I have simply run out of steam. The determination I had when I arrived in Missouri is difficult to maintain in this economic instability. I knew that trying to get back what was stolen wasn't going to be easy. I had no illusions about the rough row to hoe I had in front of me.

I often joke that I tried to pretend I was in my 20's when  attempt the impossible was a challenge, it became a challenge to recover the stolen money and regain financial stability even if I had to travel to a state to gain a lower cost of living.  But I brought age and illness with me - you take yourself with you wherever you go. The economy has become my impossible and I am becoming very scared trying to find a way to survive this without a permanent affordable home.

I have a sneaking suspicion that the judge in the 12th District is not going to enjoy hearing what I have to say in court in August, but how can THEY understand? Life is a succession of lessons which must be lived to be understood. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

By noon I kept hearing thunder in the distance, and a cool breeze lowered the scorching temperatures everyone has suffered through in the last week or so. Yet by 2 pm the sun and high temperatures returned.

I started at 5 am putting job applications in, while marketing the two businesses on social media.  Something has to break lose, but I am physically ill worried that it isn't going to do so - and I will face further hell on earth. By 4.30 pm a call came saying that I had a job interview and I gave a huge sigh of relief. Hope, even the smallest hope, is always welcome.

Tomorrow is my mothers birthday. And still she has no home to come to. Had Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins had HER home stolen by a career criminal all hell would have broken lose. But to watch other women her age lose their homes, to support a man who would rather steal than work, isn't even worth considerations.

It isn't what you know. It's WHO you know that makes justice blind.

 There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.  

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.

Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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My Response To:D-1226-CR-200800062

You wouldn't worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do. ~ Eleanor Roosevelt