Friday, January 6, 2012

New Mexico 100 Year Anniversary

This has to have been one of the most gorgeous days I have seen in a long time. It was like a beautiful spring day. So nice I wanted to saddle up and train some horses instead of running errands and doing chores. I really wanted to go home.. to a home I have bought and paid for in 2007.

I had to be in Capitan, but I started fairly late. I had a violent migraine all night and even though I woke up before sunrise, it took hours to get the migraine under control Then I went to the Lazy J, where Jan and I spent a few minutes talking about the economy, and my prospect of ever being in a home again. The utilities and electricity on my land again raised it's ugly head. After winter is in the rear view mirror I must get back to trying to get the electricity connected in 2012.

2007-2012 is just too long a time period, and I am terrified of facing that battle again.

Rio and Gracie ran around the Lazy J having a blast. It was so much fun watching them run and play with Jan's dogs.

NM became 47th state January 6, 1912. So today is the 100th Anniversary of the State of New Mexico. I feel about as old as the state itself.

After getting back to the shed I looked at the weather forecast and almost froze before the freeze arrives.. "A winter storm watch is in effect until 11 am MST Monday, January 9th. Issue time: 3.49 MST, Friday, January 6th, 2012."
I don't want anymore bitter cold weather. I can't handle anymore. I'm too old to be homeless for this length of time, and too tired to face more.

I am praying that any adverse weather miraculously dissipates - I doubt that anyone else would want it.

I spent the early evening speaking with people who don't really understand what it's like to be homeless. It's so simple to find answers when you are in a warm home dealing with the hypothetical. It's incredibly difficult when you are cold, dealing with reality.
There has to be someone related to Robert &Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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“The sigh, the groan of a broken heart, will soon go through the ceiling up to heaven, aye, into the very bosom of God.” ~ Charles Simeon