Friday, September 16, 2011

Golden Aspen

The weather forecast said that it would start to get warmer but the nights certainly don't seem to be adhering to that promise. It had rained during the night making it feel bitter cold and damp this morning. I woke up in excruciating pain and so "stiff". My hands and feed remained like ice blocks for hours. The clean bedding I managed to get on the bed yesterday was covered in mud this morning.. so I have to "start over again" and see if I can get clean bedding before nightfall.I stayed in this shed without heat when it was 24 below zero this past winter - and I am folding in the 40's above zero in September. Perhaps I should be ashamed of myself for becoming so weak and feeble, but I am so exhausted and simply terrified.

It wasn't long before the sound of the motorbikes echoed through the mountains. This was not the day for locals to be running errands, but I had to get to Harvey's for medication for the dogs before the bikers arrived in larger numbers.

I spent the rest of the day numb with a violent migraine, sleeping and trying to function without a great deal of success. I just want to know how any people could be this cruel, to subject women to so much fear and hardship. It makes my heart break knowing that there are such people in society. I cried a lot today. Cried because I have tried everything a human could do to undo the damage.. and failed.
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back.
I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers f
ootsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylvi Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever. The list just goes on and on and on.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.
I long, as does every human being, to be at home wherever I find myself.~ Maya Angelou