Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Nightmare Of A Nightstorm

I have managed to get zero sleep and I spent the night freezing cold. At first I couldn't get to sleep for worrying. I tossed, turned.. started to fall asleep but then woke up as the fears of being outside through the winter continued to plague me. By 3 am the rain storm started. At first the thunder rolled and lightening crossed the sky...followed by pouring rain.
With water coming in through the foundation of the garden shed I became chilled very quickly. My entire body felt like it had been stored in a freezer. It is unbelievable misery when you are this cold and damp and can't find any relief, and you are in so much pain. Even while clutching on to a cup of hot coffee I couldn't stop the trembling with cold.
Even by 9.30am I still couldn't sleep and couldn't stop shivering..and by the rain started in earnest again.
Lord, I cannot handle another winter homeless.

By noon I was starting to plan a "maybe" trip to Texas to pick up a young racehorse tomorrow. I honestly can't say that I want to drive to Texas, but hiring a hauler with a heavy duty hauling vehicle doesn't seem to be on the cards. Who knows, maybe it will do me good to take a road trip and try to get away from this worry if only for a day. However, it's a whole lot different going away from home if you have a home to come back to.

The afternoon has been gorgeous. I managed to run some errands and do a fair bit of work even though I was falling asleep by noon. Sleep.. what a delightful proposition. Yet by 8 pm the thunder and lightening started in earnest again making me wonder what type of a night I have in store.

The economic outlook is getting bleaker and bleaker with each passing day and when you are homeless it's impossible to be optimistic.

Number Of Poor Hit Record 46 Million In 2010

The Census Bureau's annual report on income, poverty and health insurance coverage said the national poverty rate climbed for a third consecutive year to 15.1 percent in 2010 as the economy struggled to recover from the recession that began in December 2007 and ended in June 2009.

That marked a 0.8 percent increase from 2009, when there were 43.6 million Americans living in poverty.

The number of poor Americans in 2010 was the largest in the 52 years that the Census Bureau has been publishing poverty estimates, the report said, while the poverty rate was the highest since 1993.

The specter of economic deterioration also afflicted working Americans who saw their median income decline 2.3 percent to an annual $49,445.

About 1.5 million fewer Americans were covered by employer-sponsored health insurance plans, while the number of people covered by government health insurance increased by nearly 2 million.

All told, the number of Americans with no health insurance hovered at 49.9 million, up slightly from 49 million in 2010.

The economic deterioration depicted by the figures is likely to have continued into 2011 as economic growth diminished, unemployment remained stuck above 9 percent and fears grew of a possible double-dip recession.

The report of rising poverty coincides with Obama's push for a $450 billion job creation package, and deliberations by a congressional "super committee" tasked with cutting at least $1.2 trillion from the budget deficit over 10 years.

Faced with deteriorating job approval ratings, the president is trying to convince Republicans in Congress to support his package.

Analysts said poverty-related issues have relatively little hold on politicians in Washington but hoped the new figures would encourage the bipartisan super committee to avoid deficit cuts that would hurt the poor.

The United States has long had one of the highest poverty rates in the developed world. Among 34 countries tracked by the Paris-based Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development, only Chile, Israel and Mexico have higher rates of poverty.

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back.
I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers f
ootsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylvi Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever. The list just goes on and on and on.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince
Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

“Everything has been figured out, except how to live.”~Jean-Paul Sartre