Friday, September 2, 2011

**** Silence Is Golden ****

A friend and I spoke in length about crime this morning. Particularly about victimizing women. It's one thing to have your vehicle stolen, or your home broken into. Or several thousand dollars stolen by those without conscience. Those are heinous criminal acts. It is an entire different story when your HOME is stolen. The repercussions are so bad that inhumane doesn't even start to describe it.

This blog is an accurate account of my own hardships, my own thoughts, my fears, and a daily diary of my life. It isn't embellished or exaggerated. If anything it is fairly mild compared to the truth for one cannot describe the emotions that prevail when you cannot see your mother, or when the temperature drops to 24 degree's below zero and you are homeless without adequate heat. You have to "feel" emotions and hardships of this level of cruelty, it's impossible to describe them.I'm confident that it isn't what some want to read. It's very easy to ignore the victims of crime when they remain silent. As I spoke to victim after victim in 2008 and 2009 a pattern emerged. Most were embarrassed, and some were genuinely ill having gone through so much stress and anxiety. Their silence had become an asset to a career criminal.

I refuse to go through this quietly, but more important I refuse to die quietly as Dorothy did. If my fate is going to be as her fate was I will not allow it to be swept under a rug. Women should not have to suffer in silence because of career criminals. And I will not. As long as I am homeless or alive I will continue to document my life - or what is left of it.

I have done an awful lot of begging in the past 3+ years. It's embarrassing to have to beg. It is humiliation so bad you want to crawl under a rock and hide. I have begged for relief, begged for help, begged for someone to help me find our building fund. I have begged to a degree I have never begged before. I don't beg for something I have no right to - but what is ours. I beg because I am desperate and I know that I cannot survive homelessness. When your life and family depends on mercy, begging is not beyond anyone.

From: Denise
Date: 6/17/2008 6:14:34 AM
To: Robert Huckins
Subject: Tuesday... June 17th, 2008.

I think perhaps it's time for us to have a heart to heart talk about this situation and see if we can come to an amicable agreement. I re-read your e-mail sent yesterday and went back through all of the e-mails to February. The common thread running through all is that you don't have the time to build my home or finish my barn.
Today, in June 2008, I am as close to having my own bed, cooking in my own kitchen, as I was in December 2007 when my mothers funds to purchase a home was transferred from England to the United States.
This has been an absolute tragedy.

With the 1600 ft home not yet started and a horse barn that consists of nothing but 4 walls. With a well that has never been used and electricity not yet onto the property the only work of any substance that has been done on that property in two months is the septic system.
And the property has been left in an awful mess.
Bob, you simply do not have the time for this. And you have admitted such in almost every single e-mail.

In the past few weeks I have had three real estate agents view the property and tell me what the market value was while we tried to figure out what my losses were going to be if you did not adhere to the contract.

Each one could not put a market value price above 40k for property I paid 30k for 6 months ago. The cost of the septic was not included in that estimate. Seeing as you will not tell me what the septic cost or who put it inI have no idea what the added value is. I do know that the well is a shallow well and that was not costly at all.
The barn, because it needed so much work and has NO building permits, was seen as a liability not an asset.
If the schedule that you gave me isn't going to be possible I think we should take a deep breath and negotiate what we can do to secure some relief.

There should be a substantial amount remaining in the building fund I had sent to purchase a home. A SUBSTANTIAL amount.
It if is enough to build a 1600 sq ft home then it certainly is enough for me to buy a nice modular and get it moved onto the property. If there is enough for you to finish the barn there is enough for me to finish the barn.
The difference is, if I purchase a modular and get friends and family to help I can be in a home within 4 weeks - a home with water & electricity instead of my sleeping in the cab of my truck wondering when my home will be finished.
You and Sylvi need to discuss this and give serious consideration to accepting my offer. I would relinquish the contract and walk away without a murmur or without any desire to speak about this situation ever again IF a SUBSTANTIAL amount of my money is returned to me.
We could then go about our business and see to the priorities we have. For myself that is getting myself into a home as quickly as possible, getting back to work and being able to see my mother.

From: Denise
Date: 7/14/2008 1:51:44 PM
Subject: Help Requested........

I am trying to find ANY government official(s) who are willing to protect residents of New Mexico from business people who are taking money and then refusing to give the services paid for. ( A builder/contractor.)

I have $80,000+ in cash missing from a safe deposit box- where it was placed as a building fund in DECEMBER 2007.
The builder was NOT supposed to take it, but AFTER telling the assistant district attorney that it was IN a safe deposit box he took the money and refuses to put it back.
Trying to beg him to actually build a home is hopeless. He just laughs at you or bullies you.

I have 4 walls to the horse barn, the septic and the well done..And those have taken 7 months. He has broken every
schedule, lied about buying material, and lied about WHERE my mothers money has gone to.
I am one of dozens of clients of the same builder. Even the Ruidoso Downs Chamber of Commerce & The Domestic Violence Shelter was victimized by the same builder.
Where are our government officials? Why is the law protecting him and not us? This isn't civil, this is CRIMINAL.

I am homeless. Literally homeless with this building project just draining me more than I can cope with. I have NO protection, He has all of our money and he has robbed us of all of my hope.
Yet he can bully me, and mock me, and cat and mouse me and he knows that no lawyer will defend me because it's a waste of time. He knows that he can ignore court judgments and no-one does a thing to him.

Previous clients/victims tried to get the state to revoke his building license.
Did they? No, they simply ignored the clients he had stolen money from.
He knows that he has a game that is making him wealthy and the State of New Mexico.. Well, it does NOTHING.
Not law enforcement agencies, not the courts, not the construction licensing office (CID,) not the attorney generals office, not even the tax office. Is this man filing all that stolen money as income?

Mr.Bingaman, Are you going to tell me that you can't do anything either?

Denise Bundy
New Mexico
1 575 808 2305

The physical consequences of being homeless should be evident, but are often not. Your health takes a turn for the worse. Human beings are simply not designed to withstand the type of adversity the seasons can give without cover. If we were designed so the building industry wouldn't be a multi-billion dollar industry and we would all be homeless. Yet it's the emotional that wears you down and causes 24 hour-365 day a week grief. If this was inflicted upon a criminal it would be regarded as "cruel" punishment and the ACLU would be up in arms.

But for a female victim of crime it isn't even a consideration. At that point we have become invisible human beings void of worth, dignity, compassion or humanity.

While feeding "No-Name" early this morning the deer came galloping out of the pine tree's by the dozens. The grass has turned lush green after the rain, but there still is not enough feed around for the wildlife. We needed this level of rain in the spring, not autumn, to sustain the wildlife. After a gloriously sunny morning the storm clouds came over the Sierra Blanca around 2.30 pm, but brought no rain. Within the hour the sunshine and warmer weather returned.
Tonight I think I have some flies to kill....

There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's hom
e. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying $140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially bro
ke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince
Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.
In the long run, the oppressor is also a victim. In the short run (and so far, human history has consisted only of short runs), the victims, themselves desperate and tainted with the culture that oppresses them, turn on other victims. ~Howard Zinn