Saturday, December 31, 2011

New Years Eve

The temperature was still higher than normal when I woke up before sunrise this morning. Last night I was so deathly ill, and so exhausted, I fell asleep very early. Well before 9 pm. But it was a restless night with a violent migraine. Several times I woke up long enough to take more pain medication and curl back into a fetal position to go back to sleep.

By this morning I physically felt a lot better, though the remnants of the migraine were still present. A dull thud behind my eyes and a sickly feeling in the pit of my stomach.

The weather was fabulous today. Sunny, clear and warm. The speed we are watching the snow melt is amazing. Inside this shed I now have mud but no water.. thank heavens for small mercies. The clean blankets I finally managed to get are soaked in mud. Perhaps tomorrow everything will have dried up and I can try to get blankets washed ~ again.
Trying to get everything done as early as possible I went to Capitan and then to the Lazy J, but by the time I arrived I was so upset at the level of illegal and immoral unfairness I, and many others have faced, Jan had to listen to my frantic despair.

I have no idea what 2012 will bring. More delaying tactics and games from the criminal who stole our building fund and refuses to return it? Continues homelessness? A home?

Physically and emotionally I simply can't handle any more of this cruelty. My body can't withstand anymore. I've become a none human being with criminals toying with our life savings, our home, our lives but if I die homeless I certainly won't die quietly.
There has to be someone related to Robert &Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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