Wednesday, February 15, 2012

The Bottomless Pit

Waking up at 2 am was like waking up at 6 am. I simply couldn't sleep for worrying so I got up and tried to find a way to obtain some hot coffee. By 4 am I was walked outside into the dark and the icy wind perplexed at why we have not been inundated with snow, while Albuquerque is getting the worst of this storm. But sneezing started that wasn't going to stop all day.

It was so cold I couldn't get my feet warm no matter how I tried, and the coffee I tried to make turned out a lukewarm mess. Rio and Gracie ran outside while it was still dark, went to the bathroom, and quickly flew back to the blankets to get warm again. This has been a ghastly night and I couldn't say that I woke up in any better mood than the past four weeks.
I have frequently wondered if a male victim of crime would have been left homeless.. or is it just the women who are expected to sleep outside in deplorable weather. Why would women be forced to provide for a career criminal... whatever would possess the judicial system to see this as "justice?"

The day was simply gorgeous but everyone, especially myself, was so stressed it was like walking on thin ice. I have always been told that when God closes a door, He opens a window. But right now I am questioning if is the end of me.. if I can pull out of losing a job and the shed, if I could function when the bottom falls out - and it feels like it is falling out far too fast for me to have hope. I am so scared.
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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It is possible, reading standard histories, to forget half the population of the country. The explorers were men, the landholders and merchants men, the political leaders men, the military figures men. The very invisibility of women, the overlooking of women, is a sign of their submerged status.~ Howard Zinn