I didn't feel very well today, a migraine pounded behind my eyes and I felt sick but I was awake very early. The stress and worry is turning into a serious depression and I'm unsure how to cope with depression. I am simply terrified of facing another winter without a home, and it's emotionally wearing me down.
What a gorgeous morning met me. I started pulling No Names mane & trimmed him up, right after sun up and gave him a good strapping down.
He certainly is enjoying the attention and I'm tickled pink with his progress.
By 11.30 am the thunder started and the sky became overcast, the wind started up and the rain came. During the monsoon season you have to get as much done as early as possible, for one never knows what the weather will be like from one hour to the next. There was no heavy rains today. A light rain, a lot of thunder and lightening and.. I overheard.. a wildfire caused by a lightening strike close to us.
The flies are just awful. I don't think I have ever had to fight so many flies. They are so numerous it's impossible to drink a drink, and the smell of the fly spray is toxic.
Three men have left an indelible mark in this world. Three men I hold in the highest esteem. Albert Einstein, Albert Schweitzer and Nelson Mandela. None had an easy life. All knew adversity, hardship, cruelty. Man's in humanity towards man. Yet all emerged as fierce fighters for human and civil rights, showing us that life can make one better, not bitter.
That kindness and compassion crosses borders, cultures, ethnicity, religion and often politics.
I don't know what makes one man turn into an icon for humanity, and another turn into a rogue who destroys and plunders. One the pinnacle of what is good, the other the epitome of evil. I will never understand human nature but I thank God for men like Albert Einstein, Albert Schweitzer and Nelson Mandela.
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back.
I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none violent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.
Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylvi Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW.
Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever. The list just goes on and on and on.
Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, please convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.
A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination. ~Nelson Mandela
This is the journey of a victim of felony fraud and embezzlement left homeless by builder, Robert M. Huckins who was given 27 years in jail,suspended,on the proviso he return $82,200, in $114 per week payments. Sometimes sad, sometimes pensive, sometimes with sarcastic humor, it chronicles the apathy within the New Mexico Judicial system and New Mexico State Government towards victims of white collar crime and the sheer audacity of the criminals who believe that the world owes them something.