Saturday, March 31, 2012

Bitter-Sweet Defeat

I can hardly believe that tomorrow will herald April in. For the last few weeks all the building supplies I scrimped and saved up to buy over a 2 yr period will be sold for pennies on the dollar.
This is a heartbreaking situation, and one all homeless know only too well.

The stress today was almost unbearable, trying to get the deed and records out for land I put such a lot of money in, but will be sold for cents on the dollar. There is a part of me that is relieved that I am giving up hoping against hope, a part of me so sad I can barely speak. I now know that my attempts to beg Robert Huckins to return the money he stole has failed ~ and if I stay I will lose everything, including the land.

The reality is, I am so deeply hurt that any people would sit and watch a woman remain homeless struggling to recoup her home, her mother, her career from a criminal that if someone with a kind heart suddenly offered to finance a modular on that land for me.

I would refuse it.

I packed possessions all morning, but my broken fingers hurt in the worst way... and then a strange pins and needles started from my shoulder to my fingers, with the pain most severe at my elbow. I have lost 15lbs with worry this past two weeks and I so need to return to a normal lifestyle... somehow.

By late afternoon I had to run to Nogal, not returning until after dark. This all is a little surreal...
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply a
sked for a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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