Monday, March 5, 2012

Out And About

This morning was so wonderfully spring like that well before noon the temperature was reaching the lower 70's. Jan woke me up very early to discuss any profitable ventures we could start this summer and Rio, Gracie and Katie played in my ex-bosses back yard while he and I discusses the finances, or lack of.

It is now 3 days to my birthday, and one week before the time changes and we in the horse industry will be in a different world. That one hour difference may make valuable differences. I looked up at the Sierra Blanca and the winter snow is melting at a rapid rate. This is going to be an early spring.

I had to be in Capitan, then Nogal before heading to see the judge in Carizzozo, not getting back to Alto until early evening. I have to prove to the courts that I am not making a profit in my career field.

But the real truth is "how do you explain homelessness and a depression/recession." I have realized that people simply don't understand what "homelessness is. It doesn't allow you to pursue a career. It is a full time job in itself. Homelessness steals your health. A "homeless" person cannot do what a homed person because the level of hardship and stress exceeds what human beings can handle.

Especially for those of us who should be looking at retirement, and can't even find a footing to obtain a home. Those with health problems.

How do you explain having begged for 4 years JUST to get your home, family and career back? To have a semblance of normalcy.

How do you explain all of this to people who have never experienced it?

Homeless Not Helpless

We will partner up with all aspects of the community to help build a day to day sustainable job program and housing and various other programs that will promote dignity and hope for all humankind.

We will help the people that want help and who want to live a more joyful and productive life.

We want each person's personality to come forward and shine. In one year we will have state wide chapters- in two years we will be nationwide. We will constantly have an air of Respect, Dignity, Love and Hope.
There has to be someone related to Robert & Sylve Huckins must have some means to reach them, if it be Michael Huckins, Dr.Kenneth Ogilvie ( Diana Huckins? Dominic Huckins? Malcolm Huckins? ) or Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins and get them to return ALL of the money they stole from us so that I can buy a home and get our lives back. I am begging anyone in this family for help.

I don't believe I have EVER witnessed any none vio
lent crime that can be as devastating as stealing someone's home. I am walking in Dorothy McKeevers footsteps, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Liam Griffin, I sat in your law office with two witnesses as you gave me your promise, your guarantee, that our money would be returned before harm came to us.

Patricia Ogilvie-Huckins you were present the day I signed contract with your son. You walked out of the kitchen with Sylve Huckins and your son introduced me to you. He told you that I was the British horse trainer he had told you about, the one he was going to build the home and barn for. Why didn't you say something? There may be a rational and reasonable explanation but I have spent over 3 years, homeless, not understanding it. I understand it even less knowing that though I was a total stranger, both Dorothy McKeever and Sally Canning you KNEW, and you knew what your son had done to them and others.

Dr. Kenneth Ogilvie, I contacted you and simply asked f
or a reference, not knowing that Robert Huckins was your cousin. Robert Huckins had just stolen over $30,000 from the domestic violence shelter, HEAL, yet everyone was trying to hide it. There was a history of stealing large amounts of money. $65,000 PLUS from Nancy Canning. $89,000 PLUS from Dorothy McKeever, $45,000 from Francis McKinney. The list just goes on and on and on.
Because of Robert Huckins I ended up paying
$140,000 to be homeless.. sat in the cold, emotionally, physically and financially broke. In the middle of a recession, with no way to recover the stolen funds.

Today Robert Huckins has his own home...
He also has OUR home.....
He also has a lot of people's money...
And his freedom.

Women are not banks or loan institutions. Women should not be the source of a retirement fund for people who don't want to do an honest day's work for an honest day's pay. Holding women hostage while playing with the judicial system, a horrendous game of cat and mouse extending YEARS, with the victims whose very homes, families and stability are in jeopardy is cruelty, as cruel as a physical beating. It is financial and emotional RAPE. Homelessness is not justice. It is a slow, painful death.
Please, I beg with everything I have within me, pl
ease convince Robert Huckins to stop this torture and return the building fund he stole from us so we too, can have a home.

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It is surprising what a man can do when he has to, and how little most men will do when they don't have to. ~Walter Linn